September 13, 2025

Usufruct

CWs: food, drink, alcohol, errands, finances, ponderings

These days I feel like I mostly know what I’m doing in life. It’s not perfect by any means, but things are mostly OK, at least on a personal level. I’m in my 40s now and things are finally starting to mostly make sense. I feel like I know what’s important and what to shrug off. I wish it didn’t take this long to figure it out, because if I am lucky, I’m about halfway through the trip. Oh well. I am hoping the second half is an improvement, and just trying to enjoy every moment, howsoever I can.

September 10, 2025

Recuperation

CWs: physical health, food, alcohol

I came down with a cold Monday night. Started with a sore throat, then I was very stuffy (well, stuffier than usual), and when I woke up Tuesday morning, I knew I wasn’t going to be working. So I called out. Rested up throughout the day, played a lot of videogames, drank water. Still not feeling great. Slept, fitfully, still a sore throat and stuffy. Woke up this morning (Wednesday) and well, I didn’t feel well enough to work again. I feel bad calling out, but I keep telling myself, this is what sick leave is for, and I am grateful to have it.

August 29, 2025

Sun and Storms

CWs: finances, mental health, horror movies, EV rambling

Life has been a little weird lately. Uncertainty with jobs (my spouse’s, seemingly moreso than mine, but mine has been a little iffy lately). Applied for student loan repayment to start again. Haven’t heard anything. We’ll see how that goes, dies docebit. It’s been a hot, dry summer, although we’ve gotten more rain lately. Way too many wildfires in the state, but thankfully none near us at this time. I feel like we need a day off soon, but we have Labor Day off, and then next Friday off for a little getaway.

August 14, 2025

Scriptiuncula

CWs: work, finances, mental health

I’m sorry I haven’t written in a little while. Work has kept me busy, mostly in a good way, but it’s always busy, just to varying degrees. We have had to deal with some house stuff too which is also (mentally/emotionally/financially) stressful, but we got some good news about one of the concerns which is good. Switched insurance around, which was nerve-wracking, but had to be done. I’m going to likely have to start paying student loans again, which is its own can of worms and will involve some radical changes to the oikos. But it’ll get sorted.

July 25, 2025

Embers of July

CWs: alcohol, food, physical health

We had a busy weekend and an eventful week. We went to the Rockies “Star Wars Night” game on Saturday, which is pretty much a tradition for us at this point. We try to go most years; I think the first year we went was 2018. Had a great time, got drinks and apps afterwards at Yard House, then stayed the night at a hotel in Denver. Got up the next day and went to the History Colorado museum where they had a cool ’90s exhibit. I got very nostalgic, especially for the tech stuff.

July 18, 2025

BSG Redux

CWs: massive Battlestar Galactica (Re-Imagined Series) spoilers within, caveat legens (if you haven’t watched the series, watch it!!)

You know, sometimes I wonder what home is. Is it an actual place, or is it an absence we carry inside of us? Some kind of longing for something, some kind of connection?

Laura Roslin, Battlestar Galactica S04E18, “Islanded in a Stream of Stars” (2009)

We just finished Battlestar Galactica (TRS, or “The Re-Imagined Series”). We ended up watching E18 and then the three-part finale (“Daybreak”), 2.5hrs with the extended version, right after that. And it was fantastic. I watched BSG for the first time in 2016 or so, right after we moved to Colorado. I don’t know what inspired me to watch it; I was telling my spouse that I couldn’t remember why, but I saw it available on Hulu and just went for it. (Now that I think of it, that was back when Comcast/NBC Universal had a large stake in Hulu, so it’s not surprising that it was on there; now it’s on Peacock, IIRC). A few years ago, I bought the Blu-Ray set when I found it on sale, and I was really excited to watch it with my spouse. One night, jokingly, while hanging out with friends, I said I’d watch The Bear upon their recommendation if they would watch BSG with me. They agreed, fortunately enough, and we set about starting the series, with the miniseries of course. I can’t even remember when we started it; it must have been late last year, or very early this year. It’s been months, but we took a little hiatus for a couple of months there.

July 4, 2025

July Malaise

CWs: politics, gloom

Well, we’ve reached the start of July. It’s been a weird year, and already a weird month. In the US, at least, evil has seemingly triumphed, with the passage of the GOP’s so-called “Big Beautiful Bill.” I’m worried, not as much for myself, but for myriads of others. There are darker times ahead in the US, and I fear the world as well. I remember when George W. Bush got reelected in 2004 and I wrote something insipid in Greek (I was learning Greek at the time) about the country rotting and being corrupted, but I think I was about 20 years too early for the real event. That was just one more step in the blight.

June 27, 2025

Gratitude

CWs: food mention

I’m grateful for a lot of things. One, that I have the means to keep this space running as a repository for my thoughts. That I have a place to live. That I have my spouse and my kitties. That I have family and friends whom I love and by whom I in turn I am loved. That we have A/C to stay cool in the depths of summer heat, and heat to keep us warm through the depths of wintry cold. That we can put food, and mostly healthy food at that, on the table each week. That we have jobs that allow us to do these things. There are a lot of things I am trying not to take for granted, especially in these often-uncertain times. I need to remember this, all the time.

June 21, 2025

Scenographia

CWs: food, alcohol, family health mention, fictional suicide mention

σκηνογραφία, ἡ, “scene-painting”

We saw Amythyst Kiah, one of my favorite artists, last night. She put on a really lovely, cozy show at a venue I don’t normally love, but I think it’s been upgraded since we were last there. There were a couple of openers, one of whom I really enjoyed, Katya Grasso (Both were good, but I really liked Katya’s music and want to seek out more). All around it was a very chill, down-to-earth, folksy show, and we very much enjoyed the evening.

June 18, 2025

Uneventful

CWs: work, family health mention, pet grossness

Well, as usual it has been a busy week. We have Juneteenth off tomorrow, which will be nice. I am glad it is a holiday but I wish more people had it off, y’know? In any case, tomorrow off, work Friday, then we have the whole next work week off for vacation. I am definitely ready for it and very tired.

We had a guy come out to start up our sprinkler system; we set a time for 11 and he came by a little later (no problem). I took my lunch a little early for all that. He walked through the whole system, got it turned on, and showed me how to get the timer working and make sure the schedule was good. One of the nozzles was broken, so he replaced it with parts he had. I was very impressed, and hey, now we have a “sprinkler guy!” yay! I have it set to turn on, for 12 minutes for each of the 8 zones, at 3am Tuesdays & Thursdays. Very quick and affordable, I was happy.