CWs: work, personal history, mental health

I’ve been out of academia for nearly 6 years at this point (2019). At that point I was on the tail end of a teaching gig in middle/high school. It feels weird, like a different life entirely. But it’s in my past and that’s OK. I loved the time I spent working on my degrees, and all the learning that involved, and presenting and sharing knowledge with others as much as I felt like I could. I had a lot of interesting friends over the years, many fleeting and transient, as grad school/academic colleagues are wont to be, but they were in my life as long as they needed to be. That’s OK. Sometimes I miss the spoken Latin cena my colleague would host when I was teaching middle/high school most weeks. We had a lot of laughs, practiced speaking Latin, had a good meal, and read some interesting Latin off the beaten path. Those nights were fun. You might say, well, why not reach out, rekindle that connection? I suppose I could, but it would never be the same. I would always feel like the outsider, even though Latin would connect us. It’s a little melancholy losing those sorts of things, but again, it’s OK.

“Love is a cunning weaver of fantasies and fables” -Sappho

I cannot for the life of me find the original for this “quote.” I found the quote on a list of quotes about “fantasy,” but I’ve looked at numerous translations and this is either an outright fabrication or a very loose translation. I don’t know Sappho’s corpus very well, so it could be operator error, but I liked the quote regardless.

I don’t have a snappy quote for you here, although I did do searches for “debt quotes” and found a lot of nonsense. I thought of using the Tyrion Lannister quote, but didn’t want that vibe necessarily (still a good quote!). So today I wanted to dive into the etymology of the word “debt.” Undoubtedly this is a topic often on many people’s minds, considering all the credit card and student loan and other debt out there (student loans are a sore subject for me, ugh). But I think the word is interesting and worthy of further study.

“There was nothing to fear and nothing to doubt…” - Radiohead, “Pyramid Song” (from the album Amnesiac)

In these uncertain and doubtful times, well, I thought it would be helpful to go through the etymology of the word “doubt.” Now, of course, before it makes its way to English, it goes through a lot of intermediary languages, but my concern is generally with penetrating back to the source. “Doubt” comes from Latin dubitare, which means “to be uncertain, to be in doubt, to waver in opinion or judgment” (L&S, i.e., Lewis & Short’s A Latin Dictionary, s.v. dubito). More directly from dubitare, we get things like “dubious” (= “doubtful”), “indubitable” (= “undoubtable”), “indubitably,” “dubitation” (though that’s admittedly rather archaic; lit. “the state of doubting, the action of doubting”). And of course, once it morphs to “doubt” (through the French, which lengthens the Latin long -u- to the diphthong -ou), we get “undoubtedly,” “doubtful,” and I’m sure there are others I’m missing. English “redoubt” is not related, though; it comes, via French, from Latin reducere, “to withdraw, draw back,” meaning “a place of refuge” (= a place to which one withdraws).

“I just want to go back to bed and hibernate for the rest of the year”

Welcome to the first Ichneutymon post! I’d ideally like to do this roughly weekly, and I hope it will be fun but also informative for y’all. Since winter is kicking off in the northern hemisphere, well, I thought hibernate would be a fitting word to inaugurate this feature. Just like in the example sentence above, I love sleeping in and sometimes I envy bears and their ability to hibernate for ages at a time. At the same time, I really love doing things when I’m not sleeping, so it’s probably good I’m a human!

Dear Reader: this is the first in what I hope will be an ongoing series of posts on etymology, philology, and just fun with words. I used to blog about strictly Classics stuff, as I was trying to blog professionally and pursue a tenure-track career. Now it’s just fun and I like geeking out about words. So here’s the first of, dis volentibus, many. Enjoy.

Have you ever heard of the digamma? I won’t blame you if you haven’t; it’s kind of an esoteric, and easily forgettable, little letter. It’s found in some of the oldest Greek words, and even though it disappeared from most dialects of even ancient Greek, its absence is felt, and it somehow even lives on in Latin. First of all, what does it look like?

N.B. This is an old post from the previous iteration of this site. I’ve tweaked a few things here and there in the entry, but they are mostly unchanged. My previous website was more of a jobs site, so a lot of the entries are Classics-centric, and that won’t necessarily be the case going forward.

Since I’m not in the field any more, I’m really trying to be intentional about making enough time for the classics. I have been going to Latin dinners with friends, where we speak Latin and read Latin texts together, which is really helpful. However, that’s only every other week or so, which isn’t all that conducive to me keeping up my skills. I’ve also been trying to listen to Latin podcasts, too, but since my wife and I have been carpooling more often than not – not a bad thing! – I haven’t had a chance to listen to Latin podcasts in the car as usual. I don’t often listen to Latin podcasts while just hanging out at home, since I get too distracted. Strangely, though, while driving, I can pay attention to driving but also focus in on the Latin in the podcast.

N.B. This is an old post from the previous iteration of this site. I’ve tweaked a few things here and there in the entry, but they are mostly unchanged. My previous website was more of a jobs site, so a lot of the entries are Classics-centric, and that won’t necessarily be the case going forward.

Hello, everyone. It’s been a long while since I last wrote a post, and this is the first post on the new server. I migrated from Squarespace to DreamHost, which has been a great move, and changed the platform to WordPress. Definitely better. I am still working on tweaks and improvements to the interface, so bear with me. I wanted to get a few of my thoughts down about my interests in technology and the ancient world, and the intersections of the two.